Lick it, Dunk it

2010-12-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Managed to haggle my way through to 40 for this bunch of my new sexy boyfriends. Yumm dumm dumm. I'm having a massive headache now. I cannot stress you enough how busy I had been. It's downright school, work and home. I been interacting with less than the same 8 different humans for the past one month every day. While I had so much fun juggling them all, a break is what I need. Pronto ~

Will be meeting bestfriend tomorrow for my green tea fix; Looking far ahead from here I foresee endless catchups with different people from the past... Erhhhh yeah, I'm. excited. not.

2010-11-28T13:49:00.001+08:00

Exams in less than a week, I'm going to burn the midnight oil tonight with milk tea. Sounds like a plan, Till then it's full day of playing thanks;

2010-11-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

I'm switching up all my nail polishes' necessities to Tony Molly. First, it dries up as quick as a lightning. And you know when you just get too lazy to repaint a nail and rather patch up a tiny hole ? Everytime I do that, I will just end up with a disaster but Tony Molly's nail polish actually blend in so well it does not even look like there was even a mistake in the first place. Lastly, they always have the newest arrivals of range of color in town! Am I talking too much at this wee hour about a nail polish? Umh, I've cleared up all work-debts at work and cleaned up my room! I feel so free !

2010-11-21T12:13:00.002+08:00

Made a profit double at fleascape than the previous flea I had. We went through a whole load of long day with all its' bumps though but I hope everyone had as much fun as I did at the end of the day! I been so busy with work, school and family, trying to juggle everything else at once.. I don't have enough time for me, let alone for anyone else. Yawn, I'm closing my eyes as I'm typing this .....

Right, I cant wait for buffet and pre-birthday celebration that's coming up ! Miss everyone!

2010-11-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

I used to tell all my friends that even if someday we failed, I would still be grateful that I had spent that much time with you.I told my friends I had no worries with you, that I trusted you with all my life that you only needed me. I thought that nobody could love me any more than you did, that was why I went all out just so I could stick with you.

Right now, I just wished I had never met you. I wished I could take back all the hugs I gave you when you were scared, all the kisses that meant I'll be here no matter what, all the love that I knew was all I had. You ruined me and you still want to hurt me even more.

Where did I go wrong ?

2010-11-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

Im glad despite my heartbreak, I still get to live on and observe the world. I love stacked accesories so these photos are my perfect inspirations! Well anyway, I'm just trying live second to second because sometimes things that you put so much efforts into are not worth living for. Shrugs, I've re-connected my line everybody, yoll miss me? I sure do!

2010-11-06T01:35:00.009+08:00

Top : Topshop, Jacket : Cotton on, Leggings : Online

2010-11-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

Met the girls earlier on to catch a movie. Finally a movie after what feels like centuries! Walked around the city on my wedges and ended up with a dead feet at the end of the day but look what I found in my mailbox! Isn't this legging a lahling ! I'm not much of a tights person, I don't actually own any tights so this might be a good start! I'm waiting on for my run dmc shirt, leather cardigan and baseball jacket to arrive on my doorstep. I love having new boyfriends every now and then ! Alright kittens, I gotta go catch a wink, I almost passed out in the store yesterday. Turned out I am not so much of bionic workaholic, but I guess I'm working myself upto be one! Work again tomorrow and then a long break after that. Take care everybody, happy deepa!

2010-11-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

This was taken at 00:48 AM on a super early wednesday, after a whole solid 15 hours grinding outside. My tired physique is doing my exhausted emotion good. You know what they say, you win some and you lose some. And in my case, at the price of losing a boy who did not think of me as everything he needs, I probably will gain thousand bucks ! Gotta head to bed now, school starts early again for me tomorrow and might grind out my life away afterwards. & thanks everyone for the lovin' , love you all kiddos! xx

2010-10-31T14:57:00.002+08:00

I love it when it's fall in another countries xx

2010-10-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

1 ) Udders' Rum Raisin Ice Cream was the best rum raisin in the whole wide world!
2) Ring full of love all the way from Hongkong
3) Watched a 2-hour movie of owl today with the kid, passed out halfway
4) My new boyfriend this week! Next week my boyfriend will be leggings and the next would be a cardigan! Loving it, and I will be selling some of my boyfriends away! You sexy kittens buy from me !

I'm not in the mood to talk about anything so this was a ... dust cleaning post! Have a halloweekend everybody!

2010-10-25T05:50:00.003+08:00

How is the universe catching on ? My world has been pretty much a square little box lately. I had been at home or at work. Feels like school just reopens for me this week, exactly in 2 hours' time and I have yet to find my notes and it's frustrating me out right now. I really feel like crying for everything. For the relationship that had gone wrong, for my untidy house and never ending load of work and for me. I had not been alone for the past few years and now that I suddenly have to go through all these all by myself ? Too much for a morning on a random Monday.

TURNED OUT THERE WAS NO NOTES GIVEN AT ALL ! OMG WHY AM I SO CRAZY SUCH FREAKAZOID PLEASE

2010-10-11T03:35:00.002+08:00

I been spending most of my holiday being a good housesister ! Cooked decent dinner for everyone, cleaned the house and nagged at the two little monsters when their stuffs are scattered. Love it love it love it ! It makes me feel significant if you know what I'm saying ... Well anyway, I baked ' oreo cookies' few days back. It turned out pretty alright, I'll have to say except for the fact that they were muffins because I don't have a proper oven ... But who am I to complain !

I'm investing so much money and time on streetcrisp, I hope it'll be worthwhile because I won't have anymore income other than this ... Still not counting my eggs yet but I'm keeping the faith! :)

Streetcrisp Lookbook ♡

2010-10-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

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2010-10-04T18:39:00.004+08:00

I'm not feeling so good right now. I feel like everything is not going as how I meant them to be.. and maybe it's me or maybe, they were never meant to be. Whatever I been wishing for all my life is not going to happen. Broken heart is my company at this moment. I don't get how insincere people can be; One minute you're telling me you love me, another you're stealing from me or leaving me. It's never about anything that I can get back easily, it's about how you, whom I thought worldly of, would have the guts to break my heart.. just so as to satisfy your desires. I might be nobody to you but seriously, what kind of world you're making this place to be ?

I been spending days in mizi's hoodie on bed. and I really don't want to do that today so I did what I do best. Hope yoll enjoy the pictures and get a piece of sunshine ! xx

x) Who's loving Dolce & Gabbana's all white collection? Time to bring my white out !
x) Balmain's pins gonna be on my shorts soonish!
x) Time to stock up on stockings !
x) Gonna have a short getaway next week, Time for a dye job !
x) Oreo cookies recipe
x) Updated Streetcrisp

Righty yoll, I'm gonna eat slices of pizza mizi shared with me just now,

& Love everybody ! ♥

2010-09-30T09:13:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I'm looking like that but after carrying what-felt-like thousand of boxes and centuries of heat and wind, I just had to! Well anyway, had a belated birthday celebration with the boy who did not catch any rest after 12-hour shift and spent too much on me than he had on anyone else :)

We went to chef bob's place again hehehehe, tips for everyone is ( as I quote ) ' do not eat a world of food when you have not had anything the whole day ' because that will leave you with a cold sweat kind of situation.. Just sayen ! Afterwards we went to the cheesecake cafe which has the coolest interior design. The walls were pack-filled with gold frames and you just have to visit the toilet when you're there. Sadly no photography and no feet on the sofa is allowed, so I can only let you guys visualize through these ;

We bought peanut butter cheesecake and the highlight of the day, came morning though, I was only left with this bite-sized cheesecake, my siblings are little monsters ): but the boy promised to buy me some more somedays!

Gotta go for my last day of work! weeeheeeee, I hope the pay is on its' way though ...

2010-09-29T08:40:00.002+08:00

Morning everyone! Finally I had the sleep I much much needed! Goddamn I'm feeling good today and I guess it fits perfectly with my hectic schedule today ! Hope everyone's having a great day as much as I am :D Love yoll kitties X

2010-09-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

Shopping day with bestf today, jeez, could not fathom out when was the last time I went out to go for some dirty shopping. Nowadays I try to make-do with what I have or what ebay has, except maybe for a below 50$ baseball jacket, ergo I did not get anything else other than a new pair of glasses and a set of lipwear. Actually planned to get some from Tony Molly but gosh, it was love at first sight, ye man !

The set of bracelets is a birthday gift from my lil' sister, pretty dope isn't it! heheh, and pretty expensive too! I'm still waiting for birkenstock to call me back but probably I'm going down on tuesday to collect my pair, shall show you guys when I got it :)

& I've been having timezone fever recently! Jesus Christ, I feel that it came a little too late and a little too expensive for my pocket but dang do we always have fun when we're there. My hair has too many colors for its' own good, rofl, thank God my friend has a friend at body shop so I get a little discount for my latest purchase of anti-frizz, which by the way.. Everyone should try it because I used up mine a month ago and been pretty broke ever since to get a new one but because of the opportunity and the fact that my hair was coming out in a chunk each time I combed it down, I had to get it two days ago. and Goddamn ain't my roots are healthy again. Love it!

Anyway kiddos, if yoll still with me till here.. You must really love me, and I love you too!

2010-09-25T17:25:00.002+08:00

This is an overdue birthday post! I am two weeks late because Jesus Christ, my life would not give me any break until now! Yes trust me, I had exams which took away all my might and I really really really need to get on with the no-procrastination strike.. Well anyhoo, I been working part-time replacing my friend ever since my papers ended. It was so much fun! I get to go to work and play pretend that I love heels and I love people. We're still in limbo state as to whether they will be adopting me permanently. I could really use the moolahs for my depleted savings. Hahahaha yes, depleted because my parents refused to pay me back ! Well anyway, here are the photos ;

I had a few celebrations with my friends and I loved loved loved each and every little thing everyone had done for me, you know who you are, sending my belated love from here!

See how much fun I had? I am that grateful to have you sexy people ! Gosh, I'm nineteenth.. who could ever guessed I'd be this old. Aiyayayayay ~

2010-09-12T06:41:00.002+08:00

This is the letterman jacket that I have been chattering non stop about! It's pretty oversized, I almost look like drowning in it therefore I have yet to bring this cougar out.. Good thing that I only paid a nickle for this! It was such a long process of bidding, going the extra mile to get it and what not.. I hope one day it will do me good!

Anyway, I am left with two more papers! Life is such a bitch when you're given long spacing between each paper because you will fall into a holiday mood! Had an advanced birthday dinner with my girlfriends the other day, I will post the pictures up soon, photobucket is being such a whore. see you guys soon!

2010-09-04T14:40:00.003+08:00

1) My whole family is here

2) Been busy stuffing my brain with knowledge

3) It's the month of september, I'm not excited for my birthday ( refer to no.2 )

4) Cashbook to help me manage my finance, lol much

p/s: the bag will be on streetcrisp soonish!

5) My new girl-crush, Abbey Karson

2010-08-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

One paper down, four more to go! Mum is in town, and already she starts nagging the minute she landed, Jesus Christ, mothers don't take a break don't they.. I have yet to receive my letterman jacket, it's sick, I hope it's not lost in his way to me :( Streetcrisp is taking its babysteps! Seven more stocks to clear girlies, the saying over the moon is underrated at this point for me. I totally cannot wait to have some xlbs loving with best people in poly and seoul garden with my girlfs ! Fun time :)

2010-08-28T03:37:00.004+08:00

Holla everybody!I been quite preoccupied with both studying and this :

For you sexy girlies who have yet to check it out.. Go click on the picture! I decided to reduce prices because from my research, it seems that people all over the world who are selling vintage stuffs like me are selling it for quite a fraction of a price. So.. me the fresh fish has to follow the flow in order to survive in the sea * blob blob *

So, anyway my birthday is right up the corner and I'm pretty psyched going out to eat some food! I looooooove going out and eat nice food especially with fun people! I have been very hungry for the couple of days so really, I couldn't care less what we're going to have because I just need some foooood, gimme foooood.

Once I've paid up all my debts to myself, I shall save up some money to get these babies :

But if you my sexy Thai sweet sour people want to get them for me well then I will be a doll and receive it! hahahahahaha.. Okay, not so funny!

2010-08-18T16:14:00.002+08:00

After years of trying to make it to the hall of fame, finally I'm in after a pmsy and sleepless night!

2010-08-16T13:52:00.002+08:00

You know what they say, we're living in a world of fools, always trying to bring us down. There are just people out there who are , as a matter of fact, better than the rest of us but that does not give them the right to step on your life. I need to remember that we are perfect in our own way, cliche as it sounds, it's true. Once I'm down on my foot with jealousy on top of my shoulders, you know that I am no good, you might as well take my life. On top of us mortals, I need to remember there is always God. I should not let some things get the better of me some times..

Well anyway, I feel better talking to myself already hahahahaha. I've not been studying , I'll start the intensive tomorrow! Will post up pictures of what I been having these days.. soon!

2010-08-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

If you can see the photo clearly, I bumped to Slyvia Ratonel hahahahaha Omg im so uncool. well anyway, I did a flea whereby I was supposed to part with my past.. From now on, whenever I'm about to buy clothes worth 40$ I shall remember 4 hours in a flea feeling bored, tired and dejected. Anyway, I just sold a blazer on streetcrisp for 25$,thank God for World Wide Web right :)

2010-08-13T06:52:00.001+08:00

If you're wondering what this is, I hope this will be my birthday gift wink wink :)

2010-08-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yeap, I'm not sparing no accessible space. Hi my kitties, though I bet you've seen this on facebook and twitter, I am shamelessly advertising it here also!

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Crick crick pwease, if you're a friend I will give discount wink wink hahahahahaha...
Okay please buy I'm serious! Take care everybody I need to wrap my head around my Final Year Project now.. sucky life but we're heading out for supper so ... psyched!! :)

2010-08-09T02:39:00.002+08:00

Hi my little kitties, I'm not doing so good right now. I've just lost , what feels like, half of me. Half of me, half of my life, half of my heart, half of my soul. I know there is no way to go back from here but that's all to it. There is no way back and I feel there's no way out. I feel like I'm stuck in this huge hole of nothingness and I predict I will still be for the next.. forever. I know you kitties love me and will be there for me in a flash, but I been here once too many times.. and this part of my life here, I really just have to go through this by myself because only I can pull myself up.I never thought we will actually be at this point so I never really prepared myself for the overwhelming waves of emotion. But someday somewhen, even when I cant really swim, I know I will get to the shore.

For now, I'm just living off my checklist. One step at a time.. Literally.

2010-08-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

Had an impromptu decision to head down to the cinema because the working adult needed a break. Caught precious which left me with flashes of them disturbing images in my head for over 24 hours now, but overall, good times. Coughed until I teared both ways for what felt like decades in the movies, such torture.

Last week of school coming up, scared and psyched both ways. Went to church in the evening and it was such disneyland. The other week, another priest, preached about how we're supposed to study and pray at the same time, era et labora, and only preached merely that sentence with such angst and left. This week, the father was talking of how above everything materials, there's something more. Something that we'll bring in dead with us and something that we'll get judged for by the Who-can. It's dynamite , I'm telling ya. So ready for new week! God bless everybody <3

2010-07-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

I need a headphone like this! so really really really need! CSI TRILOGY TODAY! WHOOPPS WHOOOPS!

2010-07-27T09:52:00.002+08:00

If you think that I'm so completely busy with my never-ending school projects, tutorials and revisions.. Well, it's so much worse than that. Right now I'm down with migraine and sore throat, ergo I'm going to go home after this just to pull on my socks and jacket and head to a long deep sleep. But don't you go snooping around my dreams and planting seeds of idea hey you leo!

This was when we watched inception and fell to three layers of dreams, at the very least.. But God damn the sushi was life-fulfilling!

HI MY NAME IS MIZI IM A BUNNY TOINK TOINK

These are a quarter of photos that were developed. The rest of them are ultimate fail but it was fun while it was lasted... HUH? am i dreaming again? okay now bye school internet is free but so slow see you again bai bai oh btw I'm going to start selling again in exactly 2 weeks time, would anyone be anticipating it? mwahahaha okay now bai!

2010-07-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

I feel like I don't have a life at all. Not so much other than the one revolving school and home. I tried to make time for anything else but I have to give up something to do another thing. No wait, giving up is not it. It is postponing, adding more loads for another day's baggage. With this way I'm doing, I'm sure I'll be having an overloaded day soon.

Well anyhoo, borrowed this book from the library. It was stashed under interior design's shelf but main reason I borrowed it was because of the cute handwriting. The book is full of drawings in pastel color and it makes me happy. A therapy is what I really need now. Everything else is driving me crazy ( read : childish questions and my food being stolen )

I'm supposed to be saving up for more important things in life like my future house.. Y'know how it is; once I go black, there's no turning back, GURLLLL PLEAAAASEEE!

2010-07-13T05:08:00.002+08:00

My new obsession, find her here

Well, anyway, life has not been all that chocolate and sweet.. But I don't want to get into that. I want this space to be my little happy pill, my little getaway when everything else has been so goddamn hard to do. Well, on a lighter note, I love everyone and I miss everyone! Morning xx

2010-06-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

Disappointing results choking me right now; Note to self is definitely do not leave the exam hall early and stand outside the door for thirty minutes and waste ten marks of your life, the other note is to stop ski-freaking-pping school! I think things had been very messy lately. Everyone's here and we depend one each other to get through day by day, and I'm pretty not used to that kind of lifestyle. Besides that, the holiday had ruined my body clock .. is that what you called it.. well anyway, everyone's asleep like kittens now and I am so bored.

2010-06-27T23:02:00.001+08:00

One heck of a birthday ♥♥

2010-06-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

Love you bunny, happy 21st.

2010-06-22T18:58:00.004+08:00

These photos came a few days later but damn was it a fun night!

Have yet to wear my parka out // grrrr

Saw the second photo years ago and I was mesmerized// still am now

So gangsta so thug // wanna be you

I am not so much a tea person, I like mine full of caffeine. But I don't mind sipping tea from this

Captivating me right from the start and these just are a few of my faves.

2010-06-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

After months and months of yearning, finally I'm the official Harajuku and who would have thought I'll get it in 100ml? I'm thrilled, of course. Started doing nails with the tiny eeny meeny brush and it was such pain in the neck what's with my unsteady hand. So judge all you want, haters are the new lovers. Amazed for a second that I had yet to shop by the end of this month but all hell broke loose once I've started to shop. I think my father will disown me some time soon. Only right he does that. I haven't been doing anything productive .. except for reading a few books. Spent my days sleeping pass the world.

In the midst of my sleep, I managed to had ice cream buffet! There's nothing much to say except ... whoever can make the fullest out of the buffet is a monster! I'm at loss of words, I'm such a boring blogger nowadays. bye!

2010-06-16T02:14:00.002+08:00

Should have known when the very first time I realized that money is the honey in the family. I pushed my naivety and came to this world anyway thinking that I would never ever prioritize material things like that, but really who am I kidding ? Money practically makes the world goes around. Most of everyone I know would expectantly to take a million dollar in exchange of .. me. And that's not because everyone is such a low cheap immoral ass, but it's just the kind of thing people do to stay kickin. I mean, I would probably take that money if I weren't me. You might think I'm selfish for thinking that you should have picked me instead of the money eventhough it could probably feed you for the next hundred years, but all I'm doing is just being capable of feeling. One day, all of you, will come to this point of your life when you will feel so betrayed and disappointed that something so temporary is more important than you are. And, at this point I could just be talking about anything in the world. Well when that day comes, don't take it personal because people would expect you to understand that at the end of the day, you're responsible for your own life.

2010-06-15T00:35:00.003+08:00

I am feeling a little detached from this space after so many weeks, turned months, from not really sharing things that had happened. Other than the fact that I've moved out of the shithole, there were not many things that I'd like to remember happening. It's funny really how after many atomic little incidents then suddenly you're up one morning and things get so sticky and complicated. They are usually the kind of things that you'd like to push to the back of your head but there they are, sticking out like a sore thumb in your mind. Or, the kind of sore thumb that people can't just breathe if they didn't particularly pick up the sore thumb and shove it right in to my eyes. And it's such an amazing world when I don't poke my nose around people's business but everyone seems to be minding mine. Am I not just the fave

I feel like there are so many things ahead of me and more often than not, I think I'd choose to sit them out and pull the blanket over my head to shut everything out with silent protest if not peaceful. I'm just trying to get it through day by day.

I am feeling a lot of things right now, and at the same time, nothing. Is it possible? Can you feel nothing and everything at the same time? Or am I just once again, like I always do, am living in my own denial and everything's a make-believe? Whatever it is, I'm glad I typed out all these chunk of words for now I can continue living.

2010-06-12T12:23:00.000+08:00

Holiday is here suckers!! I foresee a whole load of fun times coming my way. Me and my homies are gonna hit the town for some karaoke and ice cream buffet next week alone!And so many birthdays to celebrate in days to come. Just kicking it up on my bed with a book on hand would be quite exhilarating too by the way. Is june my busiest month? Feels like is this year. At least it's doing a great pull-up to my social life!

Had my xlbs cherry popped yesterday, and boy oh boy was it just darn good. How could it not with free flow of almost everything, be it both food or laughters. I wished life's like that everyday. But what kind of life would that be right.

I've been pretty disturbed and I guess will be till the next one year.. I think it'll be pretty depressing so I won't ruin this happy post with my negativity!

2010-06-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone !

Yoll miss me ? I been pretty busy what's with moving it all up to a bigger, better, dream house and school with its' projects and my papers which will commence tomorrow and will be going on for the next one week. I'm pretty excited for the holiday! My house is pretty neat now, although my room is not there yet in respect of my expectations but we'll get there, have the rest of my life to get there :)

These two are overdued photos ...

Celebrated Dionne's birthday on friday! Turkish food, drinks and so much loving u till over 12:00 am when somebody turned sophisticatedly twenty! Ran home from cab to a mother who waited for me/ could not sleep.

I gotta go now to study Building services and eat up my fried chicken! Hold it up till next friday! That's when my holiday starts and we're going to eat dimsums with fave people in school! Love yoll kitties!

2010-06-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

Im even too lethargic to hope that anyone would understand me, im tired of the world

2010-05-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

School has been not easy really. Today alone I had a freaking four solid hours of IT, how sick is that? I begged and begged the lecturer to just stop teaching, I guess crocodile tears ain't no good in real world. Besides that, the heat is killing me. I'm at loss of what to wear everyday and I hate what I been wearing everyday. Self conscious much these days. Still working towards the ideal. Anyway, I need to revise my IT now or I can just start digging my own grave since my term tests will be here in three weeks time.. YIKES

2010-05-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

An apple a dinner for all these.

2010-05-04T19:38:00.004+08:00

Hunger o meter shot a meter over the maximum. I'm waiting for my fries & mcspicy, yums.

I could have died in school. Tiring tiring day, but it's over now. Some photos of my half covered face for those of you who missed me. These clothes were traded with my clothes which I don't wear anymore. Scores ? Don't know. What I know is shaker fries and kimora at 9:20 pm would lift up my day a little lighter. Have a great week everybody!

2010-05-02T13:08:00.002+08:00

trying to recreate the wrist wear / Kate Lanphear

Bubble tea in mad kitchen soon /recipe

My new fave site / fuckyeahprettynails

totally going to do this for ma new room! / more

It's summer time! like always here actually.. but yowza!

Forever on top, can't wait to catch the movie

Small section of my room will be / that

Right babies, this is what I do every weekend catching up with the world because I catch up with my education on weekdays. Or something like that, hahahaha. Alright then, I have to bathe and have my lunch and exercise to burn my lunch off , and then go to church and check out progress of renovation! Love ya everybody!

2010-05-01T10:54:00.002+08:00

Living it up day by day, taking everything slowly yet surely. Three more weeks and I'm done living in rental and I hope my flat would be just what I thought it'll be. I can't say I would want three weeks to be breezy because life also revolves around the universe plus everything's in it. I guess, with such a serene I been having now, I hope comes what may, I'll be fine.

2010-04-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

One day, I'll get to live my dream I believe I will and eventhough I was at the point of my life where I had forgotten the reason why I believe God is here with me and Nothing is ever too late I just have to give myself a chance, chance for the girl who dreams big. and I believe I can do anything I set my mind into

2010-04-16T02:03:00.004+08:00

Traveled 15$ cab fare far at the starting of the day. Humid sticky day. Lunch at Beach Rd. 5 minutes of thief market. Drizzles. Macs' cinnamon melt. Decades of space staring & Ipod Touch. Stucked in expressway for an hour. Slept while waiting. Went home to pass sister house's key. Met friends later on. L4d. Home sweet home.

2010-04-15T09:55:00.003+08:00

Mizi brought me out yesterday to the other side of the country to dine in and meet chef Bob. I thought chef Bob was the cutest, most adorable person. But you know who is the sweetest? My boyfriend who traveled back and forth the country despite how tired he was from work just to make me happy. Gawd what is that

Trying to make the best out of my last few days of holiday. Going to meet best friend on Friday!!!! I'm psyched! Maybe I'll go for one more thrifting trip on Saturday. Actually I think I'll enjoy school just as much.. Except of course the work, projects and everything brain-related...Anyway! I need to clean the house before it turns into a wreck and make my way out! We're going thief market today :)

2010-04-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

I been wanting to go thrifting ever since the holiday started, one month and a week later, there I was. Of course earlier today was not smooth sailing, what's with the stress over my elective modules over weighed by my compelling cramps. Waited and waited till everything subsided and finally went out of the house at three in the afternoon!

Only went to the nearest which is at Woodleigh, I heard the day was humid so I threw on my short and oversized sleeveless. The shopkeeper told me total was 30$ and I told her that I only bought 22$ with me so I managed to swoop two blazers, a skirt and one pair of jeans at the end of the day. Maybe I should try bringing lesser money next time... But what the hell, it's for charity right! ( or I'm a pushover and not much of a haggler )

The skirt does not actually rest there. It sorts of hangs on my hip which I think one look I can't pull off yet. So I'm confused now whether should I alter it shorter or just permanently use safety pin. But all in all, what a lovely piece right!

I was having a mixed feeling between this and an Armani jeans, and now, I'm confused whether to cut it off and cuff it into a short or just go with the original piece.. I think this could be called a confusing pair of jeans.

The first blazer is from valley girl and the second one is from club marc! I had more blazers in hand ! There were oversized white blazer and more printed blazers but I don't know if I would wear any of them, and if I would not wear it often so why would anyone.

I saw a Jimmy Choo wallet and many LV bags hahahahaha, but the shopkeeper was not keen in letting it go for 2$ though she offered to keep it for me. I rejected her offer anyway, instead I registered to be a member so yay!

I think today me and mizi are supposed to have dinner together and maybe watch date night later after. But mizi slept late after work so he has yet to wake up so I'll just keep the stockings on just in case we are really going to, I'm watching american Idol anyway! Adam Lambert is a good mentor!

2010-04-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

Today mizi brought me out for lunch. We managed to play some arcade games too while we're at it. I played against a kid who truly knew his way in killing monsters while having another kid tutoring me which direction I should shoot with mizi in the middle laughing. Paid a short visit to the library to enlighten ourselves with magazines and comics. Rode in the heavy rain traveling around the city, teasing each other with our drenched clothes. Snuggled in a warm blanket before mizi left for work. Today me and mizi turned one and half a year.

2010-04-12T12:05:00.002+08:00

School is starting in six days' time! I think it is safe to say that I am pretty excited about it..Mainly because it's necessary for a turnover/brand new leaf ever since the bad GPA, another is because I know it'll be rocking with my girlfriends in school! Yup! I just have to stick with the spirit for another year! hahahahaha. No seriously, I am exhilarated :)

Tomorrow will mark the year and a half with mizi ! I know many of you beg to differ but the thing is I'm happy! Been happy for the past 18 months, of course completed with all the dramanation, but yes I am pretty damn sure standing right here at this point, I never had anything like this before. And, whatever happens in the future, I know I will look back and be grateful for what has happened.

I'm hungry now! Had a stomach breakdown in the morning hahahahahaha. Waiting for yi ling to finish enjoying her skyride and luge and I hope we're going for lunch after that...hahahahaha! See you everybody!

2010-04-10T18:47:00.003+08:00

Borrowed a book from library on basic sewing since I got inspired by a fashion blogger who made her own sick romper, I mean, what is that?! It's a step-by-step guide book, I think the first step is to make skirts ; A-line, waistband and with buttons. I still am in debt with Dionne regarding the fabric necklace. Maybe it's time to hit spotlight.. or was it people's park?

New additions to my sales journal! Aren't they channeling the type of dresses Forever21 might carry? I think they are!

Maxi Dress from bestfriend, random scarf

Inner blouse from bestfriend, rediscovered self-cuffed jumper, gojane buckle heels

Inner slip from my sweet hunny bunny for my 17th birthday, Pull & Bear white dress, Mango vest, Gojane buckle heels

Floral Zipper dress online, Forever21 trench and New look ankle boots

Compared to the other day, I think today was a better day in style in the remaking. How cute is that romper! It was a tedious mid-calf, cuffed it all the way up for this photo hahaha, I think I will hem it up someday when I found my sewing kit in the dusty overstuffed storage room. I feel like thigh high socks would complete the look but I'm having a mixed feeling. More style forking later. I'm famished and I have to go, bye!

2010-04-09T16:50:00.002+08:00

I was bored out of my sanity yesterday so at 00:30 I decided to bake cookies, or rather bread. I heated my toaster oven before hand with wishful thinking. A star couldn't replace the moon however, but oh well. I might have as well licked the dough.. Is it allowed?

Addicted to ice cream tycoon!! Makes me want to get an itouch myself! Mizi came over for a little while before work to pull me out of my boredom. Going to watch sister's band performance this sunday with mizi! I hope we'll survive hahhahahahaha

My moschino belt!!! I overspent this week.. Raffffff, so Im now left with 7 dollars a day for the rest of the month! Life is tough.. Alright people! I need to meet a buyer of my chanel purse who pays only 35$, damn dead buyers!

2010-04-08T17:16:00.003+08:00

IM BORED RED STICKER IS THERE FOR A REASON NO STYLE MAKEOVER JUST STYLE UPGRADING LESS SHORTS AND THUNDER THIGHS ON DISPLAY IM BORED BORED BORED I WANT MASSAGE PLS AND YOU LIKE MA NEW BAG EHEEHEEHEE OH EMM GEE

2010-04-08T01:13:00.003+08:00

If you're wondering where you've seen this look before, it's from rihanna's rude boy. That's right, I do justice to it though she does it better... and finally used my pink lippy!

Had a hunt of boarding shorts turned jeans today. Funny that they both cost the same amount but one covers a tad more. Anyway! I didn't get any of this even though I practically have zero jeans since I'm living in shorts.. but can't wait to use my new bag and tiny sexy wallet :D

Played with long shutter after owning my camera for 6 months now. Asked around for fish eye lenses but decided to quit asking because salesmen can be quite persistent, scarily so.

Cooked steak today and almost burned the whole kitchen down. My sweet boo helped to clean the house after not eating the over-salted breakfast. Anyway, I've decided to have a style makeover! I think I'm migrating to stockings, jackets over dresses and jeans' town! So I guess that means a whole load of clothes will be on sale soon.. I just made a purchase of moschino belt! so happy, life is complete now

Anyway if this does not make you cry then you're a robot! I'm a gleek I love glee

2010-03-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

Met ah ling and ah ru for dinner a while ago for cheap thrill! Meeting them is 3g ; good food, good people, everything good homes. Paid a cent for free flow ice cream and drink, God wasn't it the best! Went around and found out how overpriced and overrated my pair of slippers is.

Waited for library to open with my birds of a feather. Spent half a day with a cup of latte and two shelves of interior design books. Some inspiring some boring. I can't totally wait to move out of here and move in to what mizi called a castle , and I would like to believe that

Could not sleep last night and I was so scared when silence strikes, I end up jumping from radio and to a season of jersey fucking shore bitches hahahahahaha. And of course, love tiger tiger is the cutest alive.

I miss everyone. I feel so lonely staying at home, thank God I'm meeting everyone like this coming week. Till then, I'll hold my love for yall.

2010-03-24T02:54:00.000+08:00

I know my gpa is not anything that worth to be mentioned, let alone be celebrated. But truth is I've got 0.1 better than pit hole and as much as everyone should know that it's all God's work, I really really would like to celebrate it anyway. So I went to eat Seoul garden and had mudcake ala Huiru and just waited for mizi to finish cooking and eating pieces of meat on the table. Actually walked around with a purpose today and boy was today sweet! Riiight, like you guys did not know that I had a purpose. Anyway I'm drained and I think I'm going to eat french toast, sausage, fried mushroom and orange juice tomorrow while I'm to watch tenth circle! Life's good again after much crying to sleep in the morning! God's great :D

2010-03-23T01:30:00.003+08:00

Today I had a fallback in the morning which was so massive..Anyway at the end of the day, blood is even thicker than a zillion dollars. We had a round of fried wanton, noodle, fried mars balls and tortillas for supper. Went grocery shopping earlier today and I bought automatic air freshener for my toilet and now, even my room smells good. So happy! One more day to result! I'm supposed to do an errand tomorrow but I think I'll settle for midday brunch and a day of friends marathon.

2010-03-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

After an hour of boiling, skinning and cutting the egg and potato followed by thorough frying of potato and sausage, I had my brunch which I finished within 15 minutes. Boy was it the closest thing to heaven. Wanted to fast afterwards but who am I kidding, I ended up with a plate of aglio olio, garlic bread and coke at the end of the day. Shame of myself shame of myself. Results in 8 hours time!!! Anyway kids, I bring you vintage you bring me money can pls? thx

p/s : Please pray for my results tomorrow!!!!

2010-03-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

1) I was looking for clogs and ended up with these two babes and love it to death! and yes, my camera is back on business baby! I'm boring without my camera.

2) I miss living in a clean place where no matter how messed up I can be, it still feels clean and like home. Unlike here, I have to daily clean the house and put things back into their places just so I won't have imaginary cockroaches going up my body. Oh well, I nearly broke down just now but I'm better now with a dose of friends.

Going to go church later and meet my girlfriends later! More pictures coming up! yayyyyy

2010-03-09T14:29:00.003+08:00

Everything is cluttering around me and if you know me well enough, I am panicking now. It's not even just the literal mess of legal matters and arrangement of things to accommodate moving; my head feels like it breeds tornado which is not planning to leave any time soon.

I'm feeling completely suffocated and oppressed right now. I feel like I'm claustrophobic and I not even am. I need some space to breathe. Sure my parents have enough on their plates, even thousand times worse than what I have. But I did not sign up for this. And I can hear them ranting how neither did they. I just really wished I did not feel like I'm in this, alone.

2010-03-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

1. Graduated Scout's knotting phase, yet to start on robes. omoney please lai

2. Had to try new mac's fries! I think seaweed shaker is still the best however!

3. Downloaded book template, still confused what to do with it.This is the first idea that came to my mind and I still have more of this prints to cut. Bought Picoult's book few days ago and today I spent few hours at Starbucks with my best friend to read it xx

4. The top is a chloe dress my mum bought for me which I thought I could never pull off. I still couldn't but I think I handle it fine as a top. The bow and sleeves details are just way too adorable ain't it.

5. New water bottle. Gone will be the days when I have to die of thirst in the middle of scorching hot sun

I have a lot of things in mind to buy, Pussbucket no money homes

2010-03-05T19:10:00.003+08:00

THREE WEEKS SCHEDULE

First week : Packing, Moving, New Home, Family
Second week : Family, Alone at home, Starbucks alone, alone.
Third week : Nervous, anxiety, Results. Results.

I feel so sad knowing my results won't be good. And don't say that I will do fine because I know I won't. And I'm sad and scared and frustrated and sad. Well, at least till then I'd busy! ... No actually, no that did not make me feel any better, only worse. They say changes are the only things that are constant? My new chanting spell

Right now, I don't want to think of anything bad because they will just make me cry and I don't feel like crying, not now. And I'm not going to pretend that everything is fine because that's stupid for the fact I know that I am pretending and it will only makes me feel worse. What I'm gonna do now is just bloglovins and not think

On the brighter side, Hailey and Dionne did soooooo well for their papers! :D

2010-03-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

I think I don't want to make DIYs to sell because I feel so pressurized of having to sell them away. I love doing this and I actually enjoy every painful process of it. When people ask what do I like doing in my free time, I can stop telling them that I like to laugh/sleep because that's just plain silly. After eighteen years and 6 months, finally I know what I like doing.

I'm waiting for yiling to reply me if she will be free to accompany me to get a dye job tomorrow. I'm sleepy now, and by the way, today was my last day of being a year two. .. I hope :)

2010-03-02T17:51:00.003+08:00

Bing Bing * makes funny open mouthed face ;

1) Dye Job - $50

2) Compact Mirror - $80

3) Zhinged cell - $30

Gimme me money gimme gimme more , banana hammock. O Crap Bag

4) Sausage Wanton - Good God Craze

6) Milo good company for wee hours clix clix

4) Prata Sausage + Egg Bread - completes life

7) MASSIVE FAAAAAAIL

2010-02-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

1 Fabric beads
2 Food
3 Girlfriends
4 Mizi
5 Money
6 Dye Job
7 Eyeliner
8 Knots

EGGCITED TO DO OR EAT OR PLAY WITH OR HAVE ALL THESE!
Before that though, 34 hours for 7 chapters I never heard of !
LETS GO!

2010-02-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

Pita bruises like a peach, pita bruises like a peach

2010-02-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

Today I had fun with myself. I spent three and a half hour at Starbucks reading Tully and I loved every minute of it. I forgot that I love reading. I don't even remember what it's like to read a book so good. It's like in those movies when everything around you pass by so fast, the only visible thing is streaks of color in the background. And you're the focus of the camera. Me. It's been so long since I had a me-time.

After thirty-two bucks and two back-to-back episodes of american idol later, I think it's safe to say that this DIY time went far better than previous one. Still need to think of outfits that would complement these babies of mine though before I can sell them... And that's right, get a jungle red heart brooch from me for only 10 bucks rather than paying five times for it from you know where ( topshop). Hahahahahaa! Im so bad in marketing

Anyway, I need to go and take a power nap. We're going to go to a twenty-four hour store later and I'm so psyched to see stuffs! so bye!

2010-02-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Finally done with oppressive economics today. It was pretty alright except the fact I kept on falling asleep while thinking of what to write. Went down to eat seven plates of ice creams and Singapore-lot meat for only fifteenth bucks afterwhich. Because we are estudiantes and we get discount deals every day of our lives.

I found quite a number of nauticalish in my closet and totally am thrilled with it. I think I do have an armyish beige blazer somewhere which is like a size too small but like my mum said Beauty is pain. I just wish I have something of an army green :(

I feel like I need to pay for a lot of stuffs this coming March. In need of ; new foundation & eyeliner, dye-job, tripod and not forgetting my crafting supplies which will cost like ... me. Life so sucks when I'm broke. And Im moving house next month temporarily for two months till I permanently move to my flat. As much as I'm emotionally unwilling to do a lot of moving ins and outs, I think mr moneymaker is financially approving of this. Did I say financially? I meant good-samaritanly

I'm tired but I don't want to fall asleep yet. Meeting some buyers and going to spotlight to buy some chains and felts to start with my DIY tomorrow. Going to meet girlfriends on friday and saturday for some good loving time heeheeheehee ^^ We also plan to revamp mizi's jackets. I don't think I'm trustworthy enough to handle people's things but apparently zara has some nice jackets in case anything fails. anyway, bai bai ~

2010-02-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

FIVE HOURS = ELEVEN CHAPTERS
LET'S GO!

2010-02-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today was a good day;

1. swept the house early in the morning

2. watched friends ( again ) and is still the funniest thing ever

3. covered 4 chapters of econs after meeting a buyer

4. bought 5 books at book fair for only thirty bucks

5. found a decent spectacles after like forever and a day of hunting

6. A girl bought my handmade headband with me making a loss of five bucks. It seems like I'm on the same boat as kids who slave themselves working in factories and get paid nuts, but I definitely am the happiest kid alive right now

7. I will treat my friends with the money I made from selling headband. and I am undoubtedly waiting for Dionne to treat her friends too ^^

2010-02-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

Died at Dhobby Ghaut yesterday with plastic bags full of groceries, feathers and fabrics. Went to meet some buyers and rushed home to prepare what seems to be the best spaghetti I ever came up with. Soaked the shrimps in butter because I really did not feel comfortable eating a whole loads of oil. We had bacons too! Melted them all in mozarella and my oh my, nothing ever beats it .. except for American Idol of course!

After hours of glue-crusted fingers, wrong sizes of fabric cut and lots of sneezing from flying feathers, here I am. I'm generally happy with all these and I would definitely wear them. HAHAHAHAHAHA. DUH WHO MADE IT -.- Anyway, all of these are going for 15 bucks so... If any of you sexy people want to buy from me please twit/fb me and save me troubles from having to crack my brain how to describe them!

I'm so ashamed of myself! I'm so sentimental nowadays. If I were to have a friend like me, I'll definitely be tired from always being judged from what I do so I need to change or I will scare my friends away... I'm hungry now and I talked soooo much I literally have nothing more to say

2010-02-17T20:31:00.004+08:00

This moment is it

2010-02-16T12:01:00.002+08:00

2010-02-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

Why Mary kate and Ashley are my fave

2010-02-15T12:48:00.002+08:00

How was everyone's chinese new year cum valentine's day ? Like many many years had passed, no big family again, no reunion dinner again this year. I thought I would just stick to lots of pizzas and many many cds and I was furiously irritated when nobody wants to do that. I thought that was the end of me; doomed, damned, done.

Ashton Kutcher said it's valentine's day you don't think you just do. So I traveled half the city back and forth to meet my favourite boy. We had lunch at seoul garden for a while and I even managed to force him to get me tissue-flower. It's difficult to be away from this boy so I'm not going to even try. Thats what they said about teenagers' love : full of life, full of hope and ignorant of reality.

Met sister for the rest half of the day to celebrate chinese new year. Went to catch valentine's day which was massive with so many actors and roughly 5 minutes of Taylor Lautner... Ohwell.

That was my 14th February, for today; I'm going to do lots of bloglovin, spaced by free channels on cable, exercise and sleeeeep!

2010-02-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

I'm at the point of my life where everything drives me to the edge of the cliff when really, there is no cliff to jump off. So I'm just being pushed towards an endless nothing and it's tiring, it's so full of uncertainties of how any more longer this would last or I would last in this matter.

Things are pretty much a blur from where I'm standing now. I don't know where to start fixing from, what cracks to be filled. Everyday feels like a battle; and I just have an army of my-selves.

I missed days of obliviousness, of having no worries having to bear responsibilities from my actions because everything was so trivial and point of living was just to be happy as a child. It's no longer the case now.

I got up each morning with a lot of things to do. And really, how much issues an eighteen year old could have? I have no idea. They're like wolves running out to me, trying to get a piece of me back-to-back. And I'm tired of having no armor, no shit to hold on to, y'know ?

My life is not even a blank. It's so packed with many things I don't even want to do. It might be a week ago I still have something to look forward to but it feels like a lifetime since I felt that. I can't even be excited for tomorrow which hopefully would be filled with lots of cds and reminders of why I should be grateful I'm even alive.

I can talk with no stops about what I'm feeling right now but I know so much that I am world weary.

2010-02-11T10:47:00.003+08:00

So busy nowadays

physically and emotionally;

p/s : wore my fave shirt today! it's from the bestest friend I have in the whole wide world :)

2010-02-08T14:29:00.002+08:00

Never knew egg tart could taste like that, still am loyal to subway's peanut butter cookies until death do us apart that is, sticky sweets rock my life and prosperity burger is the reason why I'm alive.

oversized bowler hat, spoiled underwater lomo and superfabulous chanel find

The day I felt six feet under the ground

Unlike everybody else, I pretty much have to over-score my test on Wednesday to do fairly well. That's pretty much like a challenge. I like challenges.. . I don't work well under pressure, but challenge? I rise up and own it. Even if I could not make the paper flies, I know I'll get my standard of ninety by trying really really hard.

I think I pretty much have really nice friends. They believe in me even when I have zero faith on myself. And I think that's what friends are for, is not it. Daddy is in town, kissed him on cheek earlier in the morning because I can't stand how hostile I've been. When I got home, my room was sparkling clean. Guess I'm back to daddy's fave girl, heeheehee

A'ight suckers, I need to get my type of ninety, and by the way, wore my favourite shirt today! I don't wear it out often but I like this shirt

2010-02-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

Woke up earlier in the morning , even with the lethargic mind from lack of sleep the night before, with the thought to study for econs quiz today. Got extremely bored of it and changed course to youtubing halfway. Youtubed how to messy-bun my hair. Hahahaha, it's not as messy as you think it is. I needed at least five bobby pins.

Took cindy out to watch The Blind Side. I thought it was a really really good movie. Gotta have the dvd! Shopped at daiso and now I have lots of weird stuffs at home.Had lunch at fig and olive with one for one lunch promotion. Love aglio alio! yummmmmmz! Bought falsies too!!

Headphone came in the mail today! hehehehehe. Now I'm listening to these two songs. But going to sleep soon. vO.Ov

2010-01-31T17:31:00.003+08:00

How come I do things impulsively. I feel like a rooster now. Please don't come up to me and say cock-a-doodle. I'm going to do some bloglovin for the next one month to find the perfect hair color again and make sure this time I actually say it correctly. Grrr, talking about being prepared, growl. See for yourself but please please please don't laugh.

And anyway, went out with my best friend to study yesterday. Did attempt to and managed two chapters of technology in 5 solid hours which I'm still unsure of. What's a study day without a small lil shopping

My first very expensive slippers. I always thought they're overrated but when you're out in your sloppy outfit; nothing boosts any more than an expensive pair of slipper which I got with 20% off for being a student. Still loving my vans! I just wished it smells better hahahaha. Going to google how to get rid of the smell!

Loving pullover days! Got this baby for merely 5 bucks. whoopedoopeedoo!

Psyched for next month! Have to crack brain and bore the hell out of me though for now! bye!

2010-01-28T20:19:00.003+08:00

Sun. Drinks. Mini tom yum steamboat ohmyfucknice. New jacket. New pullover. Broken tripod. Papers coming up quick. Undone economics assignment. Might get expelled. Cross fingers

2010-01-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

School day as per normal, felt so light today. Hogged over a bench at outram park station and had my breakfast/lunch/dinner and breakfast. Got back an essay which I wrote regarding euthanasia and my classmate asked me how could I did fairly well when I hardly was in school for the past weeks. Well the secret trick my friend is study and keeps on doing it till you're dropped dead. Being hardworking saves your life! Even it does not neccessarily means I am all the time.

Crazily famished I was today. HuiruLim proposed we had lunch at pizza hut which ended up as a brilliant idea because we ate a horse there for a fraction of price. On the way to class, I saw this old woman who's working as a cleaner in my school. She was pushing a huge heavy bin of trash and seemed to have troubles dragging it around. I knew she was supposed to pull instead of pushing. I did not do anything though. I did hope that someone would come over and help her while I tailed behind her, walking slowly because it feels so wrong to overtake. She still was having difficulties and stopped now and then. Someone came and helped her carry it all the way to main bin in the end.

Afterwards all I felt was nothing but guilt. I remember going to church and this great father told us that we were given what we have so we could use it to help people around us. If what we have is causing us to do bad things then we should let go of it. So I made up my mind, the next time I see someone in need I'll help as much as I could.

Tomorrow is a brand new day. We learn from our mistakes today and do what we have to do tomorrow. One love people

2010-01-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight 'til the end
But I'm only human

2010-01-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

We’re not made of Jell-O, we get behind a fellow, Black and Yellow!

One day, too, I'm going to have a family so perfect so tender, everyone is going to whisper their jealousy when we roll. All kids would claw their eyes out to what mine going to have; wealth health and love. We'll all wake up to a good life and come back home to the same good life and have an even better life the day ahead. For now, I'll satisfy myself with studying and praying hard and living alone till I have a life so fulfilling like that, till I have a golden ticket like that.

I just had to say that. Meanwhile, the burning youthful spirit and my funny boyfriend ( and meeting my girlfriends tomorrow !! ) keeps me alive at all times. Come see

2010-01-20T08:35:00.002+08:00

Life is so hard.

I need to do just a few things below :
x Finish reading my story book, for God's sake
x Knit knit knit
x Catch up on my studies :

Econs, Measurements, Construction, Management, Materials, Procurement and my elective

x Brush up my 100kmbelowground english
x Start going to church
x Pay HDB
x Pay bills

Seems like so little time, so many things in hand left undone. How did I get here?
The hardest of them all is definitely spending times with parents. Boy am I not the wickest devil ever exists. Daybreakers with favourite boy in the whole wide world later, it'll be fun :)

2010-01-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

Bought new side-sleeper pillow and some baskets for my stuffs. My room is now spanking neat. Time to get some work done when I'm back from party. Before that, Have a good laugh everyone and love mizi xxxxxx

2010-01-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

Finally underwater world for the first time I've been in Singapore and all I can say is it was beyond amazing. I saw the biggest, hughest fish alive. The fishes were so cute, each and every one of them; why open mouth every time? hahahahahaha. We fed marine fishes who were pretty aggressive, touched bamboo sharks and I was freaked out of my mind but I had to do what I have to do. My twenty bucks totally paid off and I think underwater world takes down zoo big time, thank you.

No sun for us today therefore no tanning :( but oh well, today was totally fun ! and we been sticking with each other through thick and thin for fifteenth months now and must I say it's been amazing sweetheart :) ♥ ♥

Watching american idol now! shiiiiiit zombie day tomorrow!

2010-01-13T10:15:00.002+08:00

Hailey's surprised birthday party preparation from 4 to 6 hahahaha. Hope she's surprised out of her mind. We love you babe ;)

Overslept yet again today. It's pretty annoying but oh well. Anyway, I have to go on and pack my lunch. Going to get some sunny time with my boyfriend :)

2010-01-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

Personally, the best chocolated rice cracker! Nyam nyam ^^

I don't get why each time I skipped school and went out for some relaxation, I'll ended up thinking that skipping school was worth the while. Finally found my double-finger ring for only five bucks, picked out some classics and wedges on the way home too. Totally a harpie girl now, it was brilliant.

Besides the loots, the company could never be better too. Can't you tell how much fun we had. Love you two and can't wait for Hailey to be back!

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2010-01-07T10:17:00.003+08:00

1. Have not been attending school. How come I saw guilty as charged on my forehead?
2. Had the best tulang in the world after a year of words.
3. Thrifted at thieves market at sungei rd. and brought home a tripod & a bag for very cheap!
4. Haggling mission no.1 : accomplished
5. Can't wait for more thrifting trips after my papers
6. Couldn't stop laughing at mizi today
7. Can't wait for some DIYs after my papers.
8. Need to do project and grab a hold of my life

See me, wouldn't want to be me.

2010-01-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody. It's really not a good time to blog because I'm in the midst of many emotions right now. When this happens to me, instead of being busy feeling things, I'd usually be left with a huge chunk of nothingness in the head. That sucks, because it only made things feel so much worse.

Holiday was great, of course. I'll do the picture post next other opportunity. However, where did it all go? 2009, and where we are now? 2010. I hope 2010 toughens me up just fine. I can't deal with pressures or I will just die. Daddy said that I'm a strong person but I beg to differ, what I have strongly is people around me.

Results are not looking up so good and it makes me really really sad because I actually did study for them all... And I'm an envious prick who really can't stand people getting good grades though I know they actually studied harder. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for each mark you deserve. I'm just jealous. What more can I say.

Spent so many hours with mizi the minute I got back. It was so fun acting like tourist not having a permanent home. Could not figure out why mizi is so cute but boy do I love him so :)

For 2010, what do I really is just a better life. That actually sums up everything like results, faith, family, friends and love. Besides hoping so, of course I'll give my all to catch 'em all. See how redundant this post is? So much so like a nothingness

2009-12-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

How long ago was the last time we feel so free. So full of space. So vibrant. Looking back, I can almost see it next to nothing. Life's been so busy. If it's not school, there will be something else. Weird how we threw all 2009 could have offered for routine things. I don't remember doing anything in 2009, and before I know it, Here I am, welcoming 2010 already. What a life.

Ready for flight back home tomorrow. I'm so fortunate I have all these girlfriends with me, wanting to send me to the airport. I couldn't let them sacrifice their holiday waking up as early as 10 to send me though. Love you all so so much. I'll see you next year me love :)

2009-12-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

Mizi wore his pants loose for the day

Because I don't have any belts or my lil sister took it, so mizi gave up his belt for me

Last fucking day of school. So thrilled. We didn't have any space in mind for all screwed papers we had. All we had was aston aston aston and such heavenly food. Blessed holiday's coming ahead so I heard. The day was so much fun. My very first steak in like years, chocolate fondue and so much loving.

Advise for the life is do not, ever, attempt to take pictures using timer when you know it ain't stable. You might just end up dropping it and have the lens so tilted, everyone gasped. I thought my life was over but I guess I'm pretty much used to it at this hour. I'm a sore loser, that's why

Mizi said it's all learning experience though. I'm a champ if I actually learn and not repeat again. & That actually applies to everything else in my life ...

I think I'm pretty inconsiderate and spoiled... Ya think ? Ugh well.

I'll do super heavy sales clearance when I'm back. Promise promise promise. Me need all the money I spent back or I'm a dead meat when dad finds out

On a lighter note;
1. Three-week break would be good for all of us. When you miss me, you know I'm your girl ftw
2. Pretty girl I been stalking has her fb public for the day, Harpie to the max!
3. Dvd-rental shopkeeper laughed at me when I returned dvds after half a month
4. I don't listen to what people say and I forget things like a goldfish does * Blob blob
5. Tomorrow will be a busy day.

2009-12-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

I need to stop gobbling my ice cream.
Wait, did I say endless meanly condescending self-pity with thousands of blaming shot to self
or ice cream?

2009-12-11T08:13:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody! Today I'll be having my last paper, I know ! How ohswum is that :) I didn't do as fairly well as I expected myself to be but I've misplaced my watch and my house is a mess, ergo, what can I say. Went out with mizi yesterday. The boy so sweet carried my purchases for me even his another hand is almost a goner ( hahaha ), just because I looked tired. hehehehe. Gonna do last minute read up! Yeap, when I have to leave house an hour from now! xx